Why my life has one primary purpose
Right now I’m clearing my phone from selfies and other naughties. I sure need to start give my website a little bit more colour. At the moment 2017-07-07 18:20 I have no design or images whatsoever and it probably won’t catch the attention of you as my reader. Funny thing is.. I haven’t really shared my page yet, still self-conscious about my content I guess.. Well! At least someone is reading this.
Lately I’ve been wondering who I am as a person, who doesn’t every now and then? When it comes to describing me there’s a huge blank in my head. But can’t I just start easy? I like noodles. There! I am now a person who likes noodles! If all the other parts of me were that easy to put out on the table. I mean, I’m 19 years old, and from a third view I try to un-riddle my character. Which is terribly hard and makes me surprisingly upset. What is my purpose of being who I am when I don’t even know who I am?
Super deep stuff. I came across the “what is my purpose” a few times, probably you have too. And one day I just decided, I’ll just choose a purpose. And then I realise, there’s so many, which one is mine, or which one should I pick? All I know by heart is that, I love my mom, I love her so much, and I owe her everything. She got a stroke a few years back, it paralysed her left body and now she can barely move the left side of her arms and legs.
I want to make her walk again. I don’t know how, but I’ll sure try. And that is my up-straight main purpose.That’s why after this summer I’ll start a bachelor program in Austria, my new home country, to then be able to end with a hopeful master with the knowledge and resources to help my mom.
I’ll figure it out mom, don’t worry.